rose tinted glasses

i would like to see the world through rose-tinted glasses..i would be more optimistic and idealistic. but am i deluding myself?

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

i woke up today to the rude realisation that i have terrible hair. that's because i forgot to pack my serum with me when i went back to stay with my parents. it looks like a flock of birds which recently went treasure hunting in it. sigh... it's quite dreadful. in moments like these, i have the impulsive urge to take the day off and run helter skelter to the salon to get my hair straightened. urgh.. but i am so trying to resist this, because i know in the next couple of days, it'll look just fine and i'll be regretting my rm300 impulse. sigh.. the perils of being a girl. i will wait till next month.

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i just bought loads of clothes at the sales. yet again. i always tell myself it's the last for the month, but that's like telling a crying baby he'll cry himself hoarse. it makes no difference. i think maybe i should sequester myself at home for the next month, be as anti-social as possible. the trouble is there is no where to go in malaysia except shopping malls. spending money is the requisite cure to boredom. for me at least. i live in a dangerous place dotted with malls all around me. a simple trip for coffee with friends renders me in the danger zone.

my darling just went off to the states for work. i am so excited for him to experience everything different there. but i think i am more excited about the list of things i asked him to buy. *fingers crossed* somehow i don't think he'll be very successful given his non-penchant for shopping. he is quite the dismal shopper i must say. well, i'll just be happy for him to come back. i can't believe i still miss him. get a grip girl. you've been going out with him for almost 2 years. isn't it about time to act all apathetic and old-married-couple-like.

he's been calling me like he owns digi or something. it's quite cute the fact that he doesn't really realise it is quite expensive to call me with regards to something like 'i had a really nice juicy steak for dinner today - it was so big i couldn't finish it'. how about 'victoria's secret on sale - all underwear $2.99'. arghhh!!! he's so adorable... esp when one of the 1st things he asks me when he arrives in LAX is "dear.. how are you doing? is everything ok". you would think i've never been alone before.

i'm glad i'm so busy. the days are flying past. only 6 more days to go till he's back. i can't believe it.. i sound like a love sick teenager! i think i ought to feel a little sheepish about this fact, but oddly enough i don't care. i'm not ashamed of the fact that i miss him so much i've been dreaming about him cooking maggi mee for me. just last night! and i don't need the alarm clock in the mornings now. i have this urge to wake up early cos i know there will be a few sms-es waiting for me in the morning. i'm pathetic.

but at least i received some validation from my brother last night. he said he would want to have a girlfriend like me. who would miss him so much if he were away. awww....

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